SaraEllen

So today went well I haven’t really started the diet yet…I know moving on. I did however find myself wanting to make better decisions. I opened a soda case the Dr Pepper calling my name yet again but I skipped over my dear friend and picked up that water, funny thing I found myself enjoying the water more. Went to a wedding today I know start a diet go to a wedding the 2 go hand and hand…I found myself saying no and portioning out except for the shrimp cocktail need to work on that I wonder how many of them are a serving surely can’t be far from the 10 or so I ate…oops. I did dance that is excersise right. Why is this so hard I look at myself and YUCK I run up the stairs and my legs are on fire. Why is it so hard to not want food. I am not an emotinal eater quite the opposite. Stress leads to NO appetite, So how has this happened and why is it going to be diffrent this time.

1 Corinthians 3:17 (New Living Translation)

¹⁷ God will destroy anyone who destroys this temple. For God’s temple is holy, and you are that temple.

I am hopping my difference will be my Lord and Savior. I have alway releyed on myself this time I rely on him Think this will work do I think this is his willl, have I been brought to this place feeling this low so I will finally surrender yet another sin to him. Leave this at the alter without picking it back up I still have trouble with it. I just hope this is the day!

I have destroyed the Lord’s temple that is me. Praise the Lord I can ask forgiveness and I do truely repent for what has happened to my body I just pray that what I have done to myself The Lord will help me bring back so that I may be what he created me to be. Lord please give me the strength and wisdom to made better decisions and for the fortatude to do what I need to. Thank You Jesus, Amen